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6th October 2006

10:09am: I'm Back!

A Month!

 

Wow, has it been a month since I posted in my own Journal?  Apparently so, lmao!

 

So many changes, it’s simply beyond words.  I can’t remotely begin to describe the changes I’ve been through and am still going through.  I guess I hit the bottom of the rabbit hole, only to go through a wormhole and come out at someplace even more magical.  That’s a good thing.

 

Fitting that I’m very much in a good space on the Full moon this month.  I think I’ll make some magic and see how it flows!

Current Mood: excited

6th September 2006

6:37pm: Courtesy of rainbowatdawn


~~Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers~~

You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear failure. You know that any mistake you make will teach you more about yourself and allow you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater being. Because of this, you rarely make the same mistake twice, and are not among the most forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion, and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your wings to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind, or even really influence your thinking. A symbol of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very spiritual person with a serious mind - never acting immature and harboring a superior disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly. Though you can be stubborn, outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.Image Source: stp.ling.uu.se/ ~klasp/Boris.html
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Current Mood: Serene
8:23am: Time to really post?
Time to actually post as me I guess!

It’s been a few weeks since I created this account, but I have been rather busy. You know how Life is, always changing.

In my life, I’ve been through a number of addictions, afflictions, and illnesses. All of them have been beaten, and no longer affect me in a negative way. At one point in my life, I was drinking 10-12 beers a night, and now I may have 2 drinks a week. I don’t subscribe to the theory that any booze would cause a total relapse. I’ve was also diagnosed with AADD and severe Clinical Depression, both treated with a variety of Meds. Today I’m med free, and totally free of both conditions. My mother has a number of issues, but they no longer affect me. Things can and do get better when we let them. That was the key for me, to simply allow myself to get better. On a Dark-Night of the Soul, I told God to heal me or Take me, I couldn’t go on anymore. Things get interesting very quickly and it’s been the most intensely fascinating ride ever since.

I’m sitting here with a big to-do list at work, and no desire to start on any of it. I just don’t care anymore. Especially since my last day of work is next week. I’m off for greener pastures! Part of me can’t wait, and the other part is in a hurry, lololol.
Current Mood: Peaceful

18th August 2006

11:11am: And so it begins
Today, it has begun again.
Current Mood: calm
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